Monday, April 30, 2012

two days in
chin up, eyes down
blink your eyes and
     do not miss her
think of all the things you see
     when she gets back, we will take tea
i am wide and narrow
write to-do lists to stay slow

The Picture of Dorian Gray

The studio was filled with the rich odor of roses, and when the light summer wind stirred amidst the trees of the garden there came through the open door the heavy scent of the lilac, or the more delicate perfume of the pink-flowering thorn.

(an excellent way to start the first chapter)

Sunday, April 1, 2012

On Fri-the-day in Physics
we spent all trying on movie scripts
cutting them down, wrapping them around our calves like
shin-guards, tight and vaguely reassuring
 And have I read it? just the first
You tell me juice instead of grey
I wish you best but do not say so
a woman makes a cup of her heart, and in that way I hear
how he came home to
a surprise celebration of Gerald
(tunes with mountains and bears)
the hell's bells man, what a sweet sound
they were
some kind
of astounding

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Ninoryck root

 we made sandwiches with our hair-
trickling braids-down-our-backs
 no plant blocking sunlight
  plugging lungs
   licking egg-whites
 lined up linoleum
  lotion with lanolin stolen from lambs
lion-gold tresses dirtied yellow at the ends
    (and I long for softrounded
     pencil chalk draw-
     ings oozing out ink
     ink bred from sin)
 dull knife pulling hand
  slick snick-snaring mayonnaise 
matching up with our very own teeth
 we slept willy nilly king
-style medley up our dreams
   with oil etchings
carving sweet ninoryck
    (and it was a good breakfast
     to be had at morning 12
     knowing like the moon did
     that for a dance of wheels
     a crown may glow)


Thursday, February 23, 2012

Fibonacci and Why I Love Walden

This is all old stuff. It was for a math final, of all things. 

Psychoses
Sleep
Evades my grasp
I'm left to wonder and wallow

In my mind, echoes and hollow
Mix together
Fuse

Can't
Place in order
My thoughts or things inside them now

I have to name the why and how
Of things long since
Gone
  

Babylon
Oh, Babylon
Lush gardens soaking rooftop sun
Rich markets trading silks, gold, silver, perfume, frankincense and myrrh

Oh, Babylon
With secret riches gleaming
In your city streets so teeming with vibrant life and luxury

Oh, Babylon
My heartstrings twang at thoughts of you
And the sorry ages that will pass after you are dry ruins


Scribe
Dark
Dry and
Welcoming,
Empty passages
Beckoning for me, papyrus
Knowledge lining halls,
Scrolls filed,
Full of
Lost
Words


Gang Rumble
Midnights
Aren't kind
To those who trade blood
To make a living, to survive

Switchblades
Flipping wide
Spilling wet scarlet
Onto rough, uncaring concrete

Unheard
Half-formed pleas
Crying 'No, not me,'
Ignored because they should have known


Dreams
My fears
Collected
In the air, condensed
Congealed, and beat me into pulp
I lay suffocating on the ground as Hope looked on
She gave me a broken smile
Getting into fights
Wasn't her
Style


Fairy Tale
Raven-black, snow-white, bloody red
Princess hair, skin, lips
If she knew
Would  she
Still
Bite?


Saturday
Ann
Broke up
With Markus
Mint-cherry ice cream
Chick flicks, used kleen-ex on the floor

Sunday, January 29, 2012

KS

For K:

As I was sitting,
  legs lotus-folded (like human origami)
Listening to your message
Thinking how your wry wit always
  sends trickles of glory into my laugh

As I was listening,
 ears cold without the warmth
Of your conversation to heat them
I wished for your kind of company,
  like a museum in the rain

And I was thinking
I don't know what this means

I was searching for evidence
 like a deaf man for music
Or perhaps more like a dust mote
 looking for home

Perhaps more like a map
 Embossed vellum with names of
Places etched meaningfully
 With red dotted trails leading
Looping and folding back into themselves
 Except the X is absent

I was looking for meaning
 in the ideas we'd shared
And here is the truth, I do not
 twinge with dolorousness
 I do not keep souvenirs of you

You will find no evidence of the time
          (chalk-dusted fingerprints on cold glass)
Spent with me until you
          (hush and behold the mystery)
 reach to discover moments
          (hidden and higher than most)
Stacked tall in my memory
          (tip the shelves in the library, it all tumbles down)